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20th May 2010, Results are out. What happened? The scores were out , how much tears are shed? Lives were changed as all was at a loss. The rain shows all the feelings when we walk down the empty street. Cry , no one did yet , we all knew that we had no hope . Nothing left in us. Sadness , what does it actually mean? We never know. Dr Goh, We were at his wake. He was lying there all peacful. Sometimes , I think that wouldn't death be better than living in such a selfish world? Life sometimes seems to be a hell. No body cares until u die and they celebrate your death. What for are we on the world? We are just here for the amusement of others... Labels: Life 2010 Rain , thunder , lightning and storm . That is pathetically my life. What has that got to do with me . She doesn't want to talk to us , and vice versa . Yet we have made a wring choice of a team mate. The free rider in every single thing we do . She never does anything. Now we have to suffer and the project we are suppose to do for LSCEP , what are we ging to do. We only have until thursay to finish the video we are still in a cold war with her. What is life. I can't take it anymore . From today on , I would not have anything to do with that woman anymore. Labels: Life 2010 Hello world , or maybe just the people reading this . How's life ? Mine's practically boring. Sometimes , I think that I am hated , whatever that will mean. It is just that , people love to ignore me . They just love to leave me to do every thing and die so that they can claim all the credit. That's the problem with people. I care too much , I need to be more ignorant and heartless , so that I won't suffer anymore... Labels: Life 2010 Time flies when you're having fun. It also flies when your exams come. Three weeks before mid years , what should I do ? 1. Jump off a building . 2. Study until I go mad. 3. Don't do anything and fail. Labels: Life 2010 To me , everyday seems to be repeating itself , with only a little change in world. I once thought that in my previous school that life was boring and that everday was normal and it was boring . It is now that I realise that my present life is worse. I am bored to the core . Last time when I was in my primary school , my holidays were really very boring with nothing to do but watch television and eat. Now I don't even have enough time to rest. What is the holiday for when it is worse than normal school days . The work we are assigned to are doubled just because we have the whole day to do it . It is even more stressful to find out that your work is due on the first day which is coming soon , really soon. It seems like I don't have enough time anymore. Stress and regret fills my life now. I should have gone to a nearby neighbourhood school where life is not that bad. I am so worried that I get kicked out or have to retain . Now I only have those few support in my life. I am just going to wish that those few won't leave so soon and hope that I can keep in touch with them forever. Labels: Life 2010 Really , what are friends for? I really seriously don't know. Good friends are always there for you but now my friends just don't care , they ignore me , they talk about me behind my back and they just simply don't care! Why is there such people on this Earth? Or should I say , why did I meet his kind of people? They just care about themselves. To them I am just a show , someone who is just for show . I am not someone they are close with , they just need as many friends to support them as possible , but when it is all done , they just push me to the trash can . Nobody knows how bad it is to act infront of people whom you know is taking you as junk . They think you don't know but , I know , they just don't care! Labels: Life 2010 Just finallised my song writing competition piece . Writte by me and mel:). Hope I'll win this competition and do my school proud . I like my song yet YT doesn't seem to like it . She wants to change everything... Labels: Life 2010 Today is a Sunday yet I am stressed out I am doing my zian bao and Maths homework and cvomm arts portfolio + scene description. Got so many projects and my team mates are not helping me . They are pushing everything to me ! I've got PBL , Geog/Hist. , Comm. Arts , Music, D&T and lots of portfolio to do . But at least I have my primary school friends to help me and give me support , not to say lend me listening ear 3 They are the only people who understand who I really am... Labels: Life 2010 I have about 21 hpurs to wait before I get my TPC hurray!But I only have 20hours before I need to hand in my zian bao and need to do two! I think I am going to tell teacher that I hand in on Wednesday :) Labels: Life 2010 Counting down to day when I will take off from this computer and land on my TPC . I am going to get it tommorrow. Yet 1C1 to 1C3 got it last week so unfair .But never mind I only have one day left befroe I get mine. I am collecting mine on monday at 1.30 pm .*giggle* So happy! Labels: Life 2010 Why is life so boring for me ? I want someone to be there for me but that someone never appears. I am bored to death already without all the rumours and quarrels with my ex's they are just so fun to be with . Although they may be irritating + annoying but they care and they are always there for me .Can't my new friends be like them? *sigh* Life...*sigh* Labels: Life 2010 Today is a bad day for me 'cause I am sad again . I just don't get it why I am missing my ex... Are they that good or are my new classmates just down right evil and bad? Life is something we cannot control and we will never understand what life is all about . Is it a game or is it in your hands ? Labels: Life 2010 I am finally going to get my TPC [ Tablet PC ]. So I don't need to ask permission to use the computer.Yeah!Then I will be able to update my blog everyday if I am willing to:) Labels: Life 2010 Today is the 3rd day of the year of the tiger and i will be going back to school tomorrow . Missed school on Friday cause i woke up late so need to write a letter to explain.I am trying to enjoy myself this year but it is kind of hard... hope i can get used to it... Labels: Life 2010 |