The only thing that I can be happy about now is that the holidays are coming. At least during the holidays , I can be myself at least for one day. Or maybe more. I will not be seeing the people I hate for a week so it is not so stressful . I hope I don't get cancer because of the stress I have .I am just counting to the days when I can finally rest . Like not sleep , but to be who I am and relax . I think I will also be catching up with my classmates. I don't know if they are organizing a gathering but I think I will organize one in the June hols.