This is gonna be a short post...

Didn't really have much time to update for the past few weeks cause of all the OCIP stuff. (Shall rant about the t-shirt printing when I get back...)

It's the start of the June holidays and boy am I gonna be busy. With so may projects and school work due on the first day of school, I don't think I can even get a proper rest this hols. 

June holiday plans:

Wk 1 - OCIP Nepal (yes Imma be climbing mountains jkjk just a little hiking with a 30kilo bag and cameras. All those lifting is gonna pay off haha. gonna spam photos when I get back)

Wk 2 - (After I get back alive...) Econs ILP

Wk 3 - PW WR stuff (damn I hate this subject but I love my group *huggggggs*)

Wk 4 - HARDCORE MUGGGGGGGINGGGGGGG for Blocks 

P.S. I seriously think that they don't intend to give us a proper break. Like there's so much to do, so little time. 

Now for a little bit bout life. 

Glad that Term 2 is finally over. It's been stressful and tiring but fun nonetheless it was fun. A lot of things happened in the last 10 weeks and I have to say that not everything was fun. I've had my share of failure (actually A LOT of failure) not only in academics but also in character. I guess life in JC is not what I had expected it to be. Having all these troublesome people and annoying situations really pushes me to my maximum point but it's through these times where I get to see who are my true friends who will stand by me no matter what. 

Taking off tomorrow and I REALLY EXCITEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!! 

Gonna take this time away from civilisation and the Internet to do a little bit of reflecting and clear my mind. Term 3 will be a new start and I'll come back stronger than ever.

[Shall leave the spamming for after I get back :))))))]

Annyeong ^^

sam 

It's the end of T1W8 and I guess from next week onwards, everyone will be super busy cause of all the tests and academic stuff. 

Had a little meet up with my OG (only 4 of turned up 😭) just now for the star gazing event held by the astronomy club. I wouldn't say I'm very bonded with the OG but at least it's not as awkward as before. I guess I'm still kinda anti-social with them. ( I still don't really know much about them in the legal and legit way hehehe) 

We lied on the field looking up at the stars in the sky and were like talking a lot. ( being the turtle I just lied there thinking bout stuff. The whole star gazing thing really made me think back about those days when we had in Crescent and emo la. Nearly cried cause I kinda miss some people but I controlled ) just lying there listening about stuff is quite entertaining at times actually, like you don't get involved and hear everything ( silent stalker hehe ) 

Sitting on the bus with nothing to do, it gets me thinking. Could I have been closer to them if i didn't miss the ice breakers for the KI session? I guess the past can't be changed and I'll just be who I am, silent loner... 

No matter how much my class feels like 4C2, they can never be the same. 4C2 is like really somewhere where I can really be myself and not feel judged. People who really know me will know that for once I'm not that quiet and loner. I just can't seem to bring it outta me here in HC ( not to my class, not even my OG ) 

Now to end off this emo post with a good news, I RECEIVED THE INVITE FROM CRESCENT FOR SPEECH DAY!!!!!!!! Awesome! I really want to go back and meet with all my awesome teachers who helped me through my secondary school life and all the people who could take my awfully weird stunts. 

For now I'll end, I guess more emo stuff will be coming on soon since I'm on my EMO SPREE ( I was really hoping that I wouldn't revert back to my super emo self in sec 1 but it seems like it's coming back to me again. I can't help it but feel so left out and alone at times... ) 

Cheers, 

Sam