Am I the person who is always fooling around and taking everything so simpliy? Can't they see the more sensitive side of me? I know that I am the one who is always playing around and making people laugh , but there is another side of me. The side which none of them know of , unless they know me well enough . People who know me well , knows that the front I put up is just for show and that I  actually have a sensitive side which cares for others . I am always the one calling up my sick classmates when they are not in school and I am always the one who helps others. Most people may not see it but close friends can definitely feel it. I don't know if they can feel it but I have this feeling that they know. I don't know if it is that if they feel that I don't want anyone to know that's why they don't talk about it or is it that they are just too shy to bring up the subject , after all , it's my personal stuff, right?