Welcome to my world

Welcome to my world! What is life when you can't trust anyone?What is freindship when all the people around you lies?What is love when you are hated?What does it mean to grow up?What does it mean to leave things behind and move on?What is life?What is the meaning of my existence?
What in the world am I brought into this world of suffering, hatred, unconcern and lies for?
Why am I here to endure all of these?
WHY?WHY?WHY?
Someone please tell me the answer before I freak out.
Why is this world so unfair?Why am I the one who is always so hated and left out?
Why do people think I am who they think I am?Why can't they see the real me behind all the fake smiles? Why can't they see that I have a choice?Why can't they see that I can do what I want to and not let them control me?Why must people I trust betray me?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
Tell me.What are the reasons for these sufferings?

That's what I am doing everyday I step into that classroom. That's what I am doing everytime I go out with them. That's what I am doing when I am with them. That's what I was not suppose to do. Tha's something I was suppose to throw away when I enter this new evironment. Yet, sadly, it has become worst. I am doing it everyday.Can't they see that I don't really want to be the one who is always leading.Can't they see that I don't really want to talk sometimes.Can't they see that I want some personal space. Why do I always have to be the one who has to accomedate to everyone around me?Why do I always have to be the one at fault? Please tell me why. 



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