Soon, school will re-open. I really don't know how to over come this fear of facing my classmates. I just don't know how to get along with them. It just seems like I just can't trust the people around me anymore. I can't even trust Mel. I don't know why but it seems like the person who once loved school is gone. I used to hate holidays yet now I want it to last longer, maybe because I want to have more time to spend with my Exs.
Never mind facing the people in my class, I don't want to face Chinese lessons again. I still have my homework which I have not even touched since the first day of the holidays.
There is still one composition, one newspaper report and one letter to be completed by this week. It seems like I am just too lazy to complete these homework.I have to finish it by tomorrow if I want to organize a gathering on Friday before the holidays end. Hope that it will be possible and that I can continue to keep in touch with my Exs even after the holidays as I really miss them.

Signing off,
EmoGal