24^th May 2010,

What is rain to you? Rain everyday is nothing special anymore. The rain is nothing more than a sign of anger . What am I to do ? Rain in the Sun , I am going to be sick. The sudden rain on a hot day and the hot sun on a cold day. Care and concern never did exist in my world. People around me treat me as if I were invisible. What is life? When no one even knows you are there . Torture , everyday here is a torture to me. Am I crazy already ? I don't even know who I am . *sigh* <s>Life<s/>Death is better now . Death is an escape from life .Yet life is no escape from the torture of betrayal. Which also means that person betrayed me , acting like she doesn't care.Projects are piled on us . We are lacking in one person for every project we have.

Flying Off to the end of the world,

Me